Random babblings

To whom that didn't know I'm writing her this poem
please hear this silent plea
though you are far like the evening star
your smiles still lingers in me
I find myself scowling for illusive words
that someday may capture your heart
but none could suit the perfect rhyme, cause he is there
the search was doomed from the very start
but still I'll wait, I'll wait like the waves wanting the stars
like the leaves chasing the breeze
I'll wait, I'll wait like these wounds wanting to be scars
I shall wait for you, until i hear you say
'Ang korni naman' and see you smile to how really corny this poem is.

trip trip na kakornihan.yey

kelan ba masasabi na masarap ang pagkain?

kelan ba masasabi na masarap ang pagkain?
'wala naman kasing tinalagang pamantayan para dito'
'ang alam lang natin ay kung maalat, matamis, mapait'
'...'
'ay mali kapag obvious na maalat, matamis at mapait atbp'
'pero yung batayan kung paano masabi na masarap?'
'siguro kung kilala mo yung kakain, iluluto mo yung alam mong MASARAP sa kanya'
'kahit hindi masarap sayo'
'yung kapag hilig niya MATAMIS'
'gagawa ka din ng MATAMIS'
'kapag trip niya MAPAIT'
'luluto ka din ng obvious na MAPAIT'
'minsan di nga tayo marunong magluto;
'nagluluto ka tapos sasabihin mo na kulang sa asin'
'dadagdagan mo ng sobrang daming asin'
'haggang sa maging obvious na maalat'
'saka lang masasabi na maalat na'
'saka dun lang natin na masasabi na ganun ang lasa'
'pero ano nga ba masasabi kung masarap?'
'badtrip...'
'kanya kanya kasi ang batayan ng lasa ...ang masarap sayo ay di masarap sakin'
'tulad ng kapag buwan ang nakikita ko, sayo mga tala'
'kanya kanyang trip'
'kapag asul ang langit na nakikita ko, sayo itim...'
'bat kelangan pa maging obvious bago mapansin?'
'siguro may formula para masabi na masarap ang pag-kain
'meron ba? ...kasi pag meron saka lang naniniwala mga tao'
'mas pinapahalagahan kasi ung nasusukat kesa sa pakiramdam lang'
'kelangan pa ba na may figures para lang masabi na masarap?'
'pero wala ngang pamantayan ng sarap eh'
'mawawasak ang universe kapag nagkaroon'
'bakit kailangang laging obvious , tapos dapat may sukat at basehan para masabi na masarap?'
'madamig bagay na di nasusukat
'parang sa pag-ibig lang' ( uu alam ko korni )
'dahil ang mga tao gusto ng sukat at dahilan, minsan
'nalalaman lang nila na umiibig pala sila kapag obvious na masakit dahil nawala na yung trip nila.'

'kelan at paano nga ba masasabi na masarap ang pagkain?'

The letter before 'Z'

The letter before 'Z'
by Bertong masayahin

Why do we care more of our prides decrease
when we could have said more, and waved 'hi' at least
cause it’s better to express love, though on us flies may feast
than to lay silent and live,but on regret were leashed


Why do we care more of the number of kiss
when none is true , all is fake and all taste like piss
cause it’s better to share a smile, though lust may mourn
than to taste it all, where love is torn


Why do we care more of someones looks
when we could have read more, than the cover of the book
cause its better to dig deeper and to look at the beauty of one’s soul
than to have someone on display but with lies as its toll


Why do we care more on how much one can be sold
when we could have conversations, that are way better than gold
cause it’s better to live as a pauper, with someone to grow old
that to live a life of a king but each nights we feel cold

Y Y Y X Y Z
close your eyes, the better to see
Y Y Y X Y Z
close your eyes, the better to see
Y Y Y X Y Z
close your eyes. the better, the better to see

kunwari hardkor~

Bean

Bean

We could have burnt the earth and sky
but distance got unfair
were left here with 'we could have's
and this emptiness that now we share

We could have melted the north and south
but polarity proved we can't
were left here with smokes and cold charcoals
and thousand kisses left unsent

there could have been 'US'

We could have shared 'good morning' smiles
and a million sweet kisses , hugs and hellos
I'm left here staring at the sun
for parting reasons that i don't know

I could have not been writing this korny poem
but there's just so many 'could have been'
distance never mattered to me my dear
but for now that'll remain unseen

we could have been...

yey!!

photo courtesy of Mei Matsouka

A single rare tree Larch's Ode to the autumn breeze

A Larch's Ode to the autumn breeze
-a dramarama rough draft by Bertong badtrip

I miss the way you smile
they left me a warm month after march
blank stares and silence wont say a thing
bout the agony of this single rare tree Larch

To some It appears that death surrounds me
each time your near , i suppose
I'll try to express how i feel in words
though none can make it close

The number of leaves that kissed the soil
were the times that i did fell
in love each time your smile comes waving 'hi'
I did, though your fancy can never tell

I shall wait for your return
while these empty hands grow cold
I'll just write long letters as time pass by
addressed to whom whose name remains untold


asteeg

Pisces

to Pisces [whose name rhyme with piss]
-kaemohan 2 years ago.by bertong badtrip

Even if i beg for you to stay
or cut myself into two
it just ain't worth it
no matter how I refuse for this to not be true
my crimson blood can't paint your sky that he already colored blue

i know you heard me say
that I’ll give my life in lieu
for a chance to have your heart and a chance to melt with you
*sigh..yet it just aint worth it , no matter how I refuse for this to not be true...
my crimson blood cant paint your sky that he already colored blue

I only owned a wooden axe, in your lake that I did threw
Yet you trusted those who wanted gold and silver
Oh goddess if you only knew…
*sigh…never mind … Cause no matter how I say that they are not true
(Even if I bite my tongue and use my blood to warn you), it just aint worth it...
my crimson blood cant paint your sky that he already colored blue


I worked hard to save your smile for the rainy days!!! *tears ,
yet why did Destiny betrayed me and that damn Orthoptera just suddenly took all of it away
How can I survive now ? now that my the sky is turning Grey?
Would I again repeat the clumsy rhyme I have on each stanza? That’s so freaking gay,
dying would be better than to be
left with this thousand words left to say
I'll try to make it sound better, e.g. don't go away :(

P.S.

swim Pisces ,i know that's what you want to do ( better yet care to see , that the water you swim at were the tears i shed for you)

from Scorpio...
yeh!!